Coming back from SU I’d promised myself I would stop with all addictions in life. At least the bad ones. Shopping for clothes was already in control. Shoes is still a bit of a problem and that naughty BFF slowly going below zero. But then that morning, one texting, getting my body temperature slowly rising to an exploding level. It remained hot whole morning. In the afternoon hardly able to hold it together till his arrival. I caught him between my legs and watched him unbuttoned his shirt. Seeing that body makes me finally lose control. My mind is saying for the last time and I let my body enjoy this one last shot of dopamine. I let go to reach my climax.

Recovering from the afterburn, I realize that addictions are hard to break. Especially when the dopamine released affects your impulses, desires and manners. And so I motivate myself that bit of adrenaline once in a while is good for the brain and heart. And once again I promise myself tomorrow is another day to give it another try and break with all bad habits.Coming back from SU I’d promised myself I would stop with all addictions in life. At least the bad ones. Shopping for clothes was already in control. Shoes is still a bit of a problem and that naughty BFF slowly going below zero. But then that morning, one texting, getting my body temperature slowly rising to an exploding level. It remained hot whole morning. In the afternoon hardly able to hold it together till his arrival. I caught him between my legs and watched him unbuttoned his shirt. Seeing that body makes me finally lose control. My mind is saying for the last time and I let my body enjoy this one last shot of dopamine. I let go to reach my climax.

Recovering from the afterburn, I realize that addictions are hard to break. Especially when the dopamine released affects your impulses, desires and manners. And so I motivate myself that bit of adrenaline once in a while is good for the brain and heart. And once again I promise myself tomorrow is another day to give it another try and break with all bad habits.