Forever is dead

Liggen we met de meiden te keten op bed, pratend over de liefde en de SU mannen. Zegt opeens een: “Will you be waiting for me forever in SU?” Oh hoe toepasselijk de kreet. Kwam ik naar SU om mijn bagage te dumpen en afscheid te nemen van een oude verroeste liefde. Nope, I won’t be waiting forever for you. Not in SU, not anywhere else in the world. I finally got rid of bad habits and old lovers who no longer serve me. And you know something, it feels great. Dumping it all in the Surinamese river.

The past years I have empowered myself, but somehow somewhere I was still afraid of committing into whatever relationship. Not even with my kids. But now I got rid of these baggage, I feel I can tackle any relationship and really commit.

Being alone doesn’t necessarily mean being “lonely”. Spending time alone can be pretty enjoyable and can be a kind of introspection. This period in SU really allowed me to reconnect with my individual thoughts, dreams and desires. I realize I can reinvent myself and leave my tired, cranky self behind. To become the whole new me I want to be and to shape the path in front of me. I am leaving SU with a lot of fresh ideas and desires.

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